20071231

Jedi Running Cadence

I wanna be a Padawan Learner
learn the force and build my saber
padawan learner, build a saber
cause star wars is real

I wanna be a Jedi Knight
kill all evil and do what right
Jedi knight, do whats right
cause star wars is real

I wanna be a Jedi Master
above all jedi, better and faster
Jedi Master, better and faster
cause star wars is real

I wanna be a Sith Apprentice
do whats wrong and be a menace
Sith apprentice, be a menace
cause star wars is real

I wanna be a Sith Knight
kill everyone, day or night
Sith Knight, day or night
cause star wars is real

I wanna be a Sith Lord
spray some lighting, command a rancor
Sith Lord, lighting rancor
cause star wars is real

Welcome to My Arena

{whispering}
pounding in my head
fear growing in your eyes
{grow intensity}
take the CHALLENGE!
{stop guitars}
{whisper}
Welcome to my arena
{start guitars}

does all that blood mean a thing?
is it all in vain?
not unless you play the game
this is where you find the pain

does all that sweat show?
dont just stand on the line waiting for go
ill stand and let take the first hit
ill let you run and tell the others

(chorus)
step up, step up
will you fight
swing away, swing away
dont take the shot
will you show life and FIGHT
WELCOME TO MY ARENA!

must ya sit thre and whine
rise the fuck up and stand
you show you have no spine
if i have to ill fucking
break it

no more orders
wont you fight
crossing new borders
bring the fight home
bring it to the bone

Chorus

do i have to drag you
~kicking and screaming*2~
do i have to make you
~bleed real deep*2~

this is our time
we'll prevail
we'll never fall
bring on the game
take on the FIGHT

Chorus*2

[short intermission]

does all that blood mean a thing?
is it all in vain?
not unless you play the game
this is where you find the pain

does all that sweat show?
dont just stand on the line waiting for go
ill stand and let take the first hit
ill let you run and tell the others

FIGHTING FOR SURVIVAL, NEVER STOPPING

chorus*3

Visions v.2

{guy part}
why-- must I--
be the wrong doing
love is no longer here
just look into my heart

you look for me to change
all these years
nothing is diffrent
diffrence is nothing--
(pace 1)

{both}
everything is ours
we are nothing
lets try this again
rewrite my--- story again
[our]
(girl)
now-- that we're here
i've come to fork your path
as mine is with yours
we've come to distrust
(p1)
we leaveto embark on our destiny
to me, you are dead
i have lost, never be by my side---

(both)
hours pass & we feel
remorse deeper than bone
our-- soul crys outin rage
(my)

{slow drum, quicken guitar}

but on this night
(but on this night)

(girl)
nothing can stop me tonight
(both)
through this barrier i break
(girl)
you left me on the side to die
(no i didnt)
(guy)
This image you have of me
is not real for i am not here
but when you choose
to open your eyes---.

ITS TOO LATE FOR ME---
I NEED YOU HERE NOW---
(guy)
alone i stand here to live this pain
why did i force you to die?
these visions i have of you
pain fills my heart
visons i have of you
fill me with joy
visions---
theyre just
visions---------
(v isions visions)

Visions v.1

skit{
Girl - youre sto stupid, why do i put up with you
Guy - what are you talking about?
(door slams, car starts)
}

[guitars start]
=softly=
another fight


Guy -
i fell again
the soft touch
i tried and resisted
you overshot and left

Girl -
i just need to get away
for a few days
believe me its hard---
hard----*2
to get you out of my head

(Chorus)
why did you have to leave
leave---- so fast
my heart is tearing apart
i wont be able to live along
(reapeat)
[guitars go on, drum interlude]

Guy -
walking, pacing trying to think
but that wong fix anything
i must see you again
before tomarrow----

Girl -
visions, visions of you
i see you all the time
dosing out, in and out of conciounus
cant say on the road but i
i hope i can get back on your road to you

Guy -
lying in bed
waiting for you
i have a dream
you
you are speeeding, falling in and out
not wathcing where yore going
off the road to end
[guitars blare]
run running i goto find you
as i look
{girl}I--look--
{screaming}
WHY----NOW---- CANT IT BE---- ME------

chorus with no girl
why did you leave
leave----
so fast
my heart is tearing apart
i wont be able to live alone without you
[repeat] {dead}

{intermision, nice and long}

repeat chorus 4 times

Twisted, Saddistic, Feared, Controlling

twisted

subdistic

bring me along the ride im strapped in
hit the floor and speed full ahead
blood rushing from my head
all is fuzzy, feeling is the greatest EVER-----

(chorus)
pull my head back
smack me, and kick
make sure im alive
youre nothing this world is seen
I WANT TO MAKE YOU MINE---

feared

controlling

struggling to breath without you
take me away to this heaven
smooth like steel to touch
touch you, i want to stay HERE-----

Chorus

thrown about torn apart
make me alive
(repeat*3)
break the place down
you'll scream for my name
(repeat*3)

wake me from my dream only to
pull my head back
smack me, and kick
make sure im alive
youre nothing this world is seen
I WANT TO MAKE YOU MINE---

Chorus*4

Threads

I cant get you out
out of my head
my thoughts wont stray
its taking me down
down a road i dont want to
know-------
{guitar interlude}
Every time i revel,
everytime i breath
i get lost in my thoughts
my life is gone
i live in the dark----

Chorus:
Threads being pulled out of me
one by one
my sanity is loosing strength
straying from life, my body tenses
leaving me here
blood hits the floor

rip my feelings apart
tear into my head
play with my thoughts
turn my head only to miss
my chance to live-----
{guitar interlude}
Fuck with my life
i shed all of my skin
to rid of the thought
to start over
darkness engulfs my life------

Chorus

(interlude)

this abomination of my life
grey has taken the light
from my eyes---(get louder)----

Chorus*3

this is what has been taken from me*2

Chorus*3

The Change

whats this BEAST in MY SOUL? I CANT GET IT OUT
i cant stop this rampage for cleanness
step up step away
before i hurt you and me
help--- me im running out

(chorus 1)
no way this can be me
all this pressure is making me this
turn the world on to me
in need this--- RRAAAHHH

turning me to face the beast
nothing is coming to the surface
whats inside is you to feast on me
my time my place----

Chrous 1

(interlude)

[low voice]
i feel this power in me
it tries to free the sprit
but i want to be
all for you, right?

(Chorus 2)
its all turn for me
for me for me
good for you its all for you
for you (turning) for you
bringing good to me and you

you free me up baby honey sweet
you came and took it out
with you firey heat
com'on baby now
let me show you im a wow

Chorus 2

(interlude)

the feelings i feel come from you
what you do to me is what i learn
now that have a real soul

(Chorus 3)
it. is. the. way. you. make. me. feel.
you. are. so. real. to. the. feel.
ya--- do you want it now?

shower me in affection
make me an infection
forthers i got to show

Chorus 3

(interlude)

what happend?
it all just stopped
i took the bend
everyone has dropped me

(Chorus 4)
its all dropped, they stopped
its all too fast for me even for them
could they now acce--pt
what happend to me---
youre so damn shallow
get up and fallow.

why couldnt this have happend to someone else
why not him
that other guy
he couldnt run if he tried

Chorus 4

the reson why is clear
dont take on another sip
turn your other ear
listen to me

Chorus1
Chorus2
Chorus3
Chorus4

Taken With You

|*| aquapella |*|

I----------- cant see-----
(myself in the mirror)
I----------- cant see-----
(you standing there)
I----------- cant see-----
(the light anymore)

|*|a pause with music. the bass here has a cresendoing effect then stops to lead onto guitars playing accustic sound |*|

(I----- cant see----)
youve been taken
more than all ways possible
could have saved my life
but its people like him {pick up intensity here}
who-- give people like me
(a bad name)
{return to acustic speed with rock vibe}
(Now------)
youve been taken
ive been here
ready to catch you hwen you fall
but now. {pick up intensity here}
he---s here
my role ended with our connection

[chorus]
you----ve lost me (in the way)
now---- I-- stand (i was with you)
Here-- you-- lay (inside of me)
you-- no-- longer-- move--
(i love you)

|*| fill guitar, and go back to orginal style, but with rock vibe |*|

(I---- cant see----)
you. under the cover
shrowd. the emotions on my face
I. will avenge thee {pick up intensity here}
no. more will he-- live for this pain
(revenge is sweet)
{return to previous speed on first line with rock vibe}
(Now-----)
beg for mercy
youve done hellish crimes
this angel is here to purify
make the demons go AWAY----
(just for the one i LOVE---)

|*| play guitar like it skipped and repeated with muted sound |*|

Chorus*3

|*| drag ending out then play really fast and hard |*|

running. im no longer free
haunted. by your smiling ghost
hunted. by humanity
please God forgive me when i die----

Dear God just leg me see her
one more time. dont make me run
dont make me fly
all i eve did was love her till i died

Chorus*4

Take My Breath

{whispering}
My heart is in my hand waiting to be given to you
{/whisper}

-Verse 1-
My heart is in my hand waiting to be given to you
its beating, keeping strong
there is nothing anyone can do
to stop me from wanting you

Take, eat a part of my love
which is broken for you by other of my past
please take, rebuild my life for---- you----
{pick up pace}
-Chorus-
keep you safe, take me home
guide me, i am your map
my live is warm, fuel my fire
take my breath so I can
{whisper} breath [echo]{/whisper}
{keep pace}

wrap my life in your arms
take me away
to that place i need to know(your love)
piece me together and see---

piece me together and see
this broken soul
take my flesh and make it yours
take me life and make it yours
i want to stay----(with you)

Chorus*2

Repeat verse 1

Chorus*3 [3rd time slow ending]

Stray

{{yelling hardcore}}
what else can i get but nothing that will
fill my hole in my SOUL--------
baby there is nothing else
baby there is no one else
dont you see you need me
i know you see i need YOU-----

what else can be the need for me to feed
i want to live life with you, no one else for me
girl you set me FREE------
take my heart and let it be with thee
only in your arms will i feed on the love
you give to ME------

Chorus:
Take it away, the pain i've felt before
take me away, to the place you know
patch my soul and mend my heart
place me here with you, i only know your love
place me away from hate, you show me new life
travel to my depths of love and you'll KNOW-----
(short pause) that i'll love forever on


if you have to beat me in the face
to wake up my LOVE-----
now im led, in your path
all the other bitches and whores
could never show me
the kind of love you have to give for me
never again will i STRAY-----

freeze the breeze with your smell
i dont want anyone else to tell
i dont have all that you need
but dont let your greed grow
im always a failure
i need to you tailor my life's seams
sew me up to be the perfect MAN-----

Chorus*2

{continue the hard rock}
the only thing i ever need is to never bleed
patch me up to make me whole and whole of your LOVE-----

Chorus

repeat verse 1

Chorus*3

{really quick}
patch me to never bleed

Speechless

I have looked into those eyes before
They tell the same story as before
When the water my body quakes
I would I could see you wake in the morning
And tell you (build Intensity)
(Slow down)
As I think and as I watch
My life seems so insignificant to you
I wish I could help
As I think and as I watch
Your self-insults tear into my skin
(Build Intensity)
Chorus:
As I stand over you
You are crying on the floor
I put out my hand and you deny
Inside I feel compelled
Outside I pick you up onto your feet
And love you forever on.

Others deny you others push you
But this soul welcomes you
Other will hurt you and cut you
But these hands will help you heal
Will you look me in the eyes so I can say
(build Intsenity) (Slow down)
Oh, what can you do to let me in?
Let me in past the front door
I'm here to help not to hurt
Just reach out, (guitar fill) Take my hand, (guitar fill) let’s soar to the heavens
Together just stay by my side
Lets live this life forever more
(Build Intensity)

Chorus

Take a moment
Sit down and listen to me
You’re a creation of my God
He took a little longer
He worked a little harder

This vase that has been broken
Can be rebuilt with just a little help
I will be there for you
All I want to say is
(Build Intensity)
Chorus

Intermission

Love --- you

Intermission

All I want to say is that

Short intermission

I love you-----

Sleeping on Nails

and if i die---
what would you do
would you even cry---
would the pain even set in

push my thoughts aside
and step on my fragile existance
all i ever wanted to feel was love
but you shot my heart---

Dont bother to bury my feelings
they're on the bottom of your feet
as you walk on me

and i try-- to--
live with the pain
your insult and my fault
have been too much
where would i-- die--
in my mind or your heart

as i try to make my way
you constantly trip me
onto your tounge of nails
that peice my, my chest

and i fall again
you just stop and stare
leave me now or i-- will

and when i die---
what would you do--
would you even cry
would all the pain even set in---

Sew My Lips Shut

I see you playing in front of me
This love is too great
SOMETHINGS WRONG!
tension inside of me
waiting to see what it could be

{build drum instity}
Chorus:
Control----------
(shes abusing me)
LOve-------------
(some freakish kind)
Hate-------------
(is what she feels)
Force it down
take the love
she drives it through
sew my lips shut
for the screams are
pai-----nfull-----

I dont fight back because I fear
the pain i would feel and inflict to myself
the chains dig into my skin
those of real and of your burden
tear my skin apart
feel my blood

Chorus

[short interlude]

Changing my life
ive become sensitive to light
ive come to forget the world
ive come to forget my--- voice
{drum fill}
ive come to forget love
ive come to forget life
ive come to forget myself

=with emotion=
CONTROL-----------
(shes abusing me)
LOVE--------------
(some freakish kind)
HATE--------------
(is what she feels)
Repeat*4

forcing my life down a hole
takign my life force
believeing in nothing
she is controling
she is sewing my lips shut----
+yelling+
sewing my lips shut*4

sew my lips shut(quick ending)

Pure

for years----
i have watched.
i have learned.
now my time
will you take me
i wish to live with your love
come with me now----

take my hand----
you have watched
you have learned
lie here with me
i will stand watch
to keep you pure----

(Chorus)
youre young, you'll never learn
take this chance, ill clean
your soul, i love the smell
taken away, my love is too great

i remember---
i took care
i looked for you
will you do this once
once is all it takes
trusting me will result in
the greatest life to come

you look up to me and ask
why do i do this
this is to save you from others
i do not lie
life will be better
take my hand and see

Chorus

youre eyes tell me no
so does your mouth and face
my heart and your hand tighten
breath in deep, take on the threshhold
clean your skin and soul
I LOVE YOU------

Chorus*2
clean your skin and soul*2
Chrous*2

My Angel

I lie in wait for her to come
my life is at end
no raod to or from
then i meet, a fork in my path
there my angel
come to make me feel her rath

Chorus:
I pulled the wings off my angel
so she wont leave me this way
only when i die will we
be together again----

she tried to change me and won
got my life twisted in knots
the skin on her teeth and the hole in my neck
she turned the blade towards my head
slashing once cutting twice
my soul is bleeding

Chorus*2

She reached in and pulled out my heart
i back to the wall
shes lost it all and is tring to kill my life
my mind rots with her poisions and lies
roll my head back
she loves me

Chorus*3

(intermission)

The pain she brought will end tonight but i will love her on---

Chorus*5

i pulled the wings of my angel
(my---- angel----)
so she wont leave me this way
(leave-- me-- alone---)
only when i die will we
(when-- i-- die--)
be together again
(in heaven)

Molding Rose

Given to me, i smell the aroma
of your sweet skin
this rose is red like my love
for you
dont go away from me
this the one time..

Chorus
this rose is given to me
i hold for you wating to bloom
the harder i sqeeze
the more you let go
the thorns are too much

trust me, hold me, dont let go of me
i believe but do you
dont let go of me
why are you so distant
the space is sufficating
i need you to help----

chorus

walking, dont turn away
back to me your stare comes
tell me how to make it
real dotn shit on my heart
tell me how

chorus*3

Tell me how--------
(this is the last chance)
Let me know--------
(i wont turn away)
Come back to me-------
(let me find you)


chorus*4
[last 2 times with a second voice]

Me

this sun is too bright
too destructive
flesh melting
fly inviting
the stench at the end of the road
is....

(chorus)
too much to take at once
loaded with the burden of others scornful words
so its been lifted now
been lifted now

king of the worms\feast for the modle
lost hold for the earth
decaying
bloated and ate away
fucked for the last time
for....

chorus

rejected by hell
disallowed by heaven
remaing on earth
reincarnated
in this tattered shell
giving back the burden
left to wander
fucked for the last time
here to show the end
knowing that its....

chorus*2

this new vessle has seen
many battles and wars
here to take more and
dish that shit out
here comes the end

chorus*2

this pain is too much to handle }
all will perish }
step up and dont say a word }repeat twice
the end is painless }
for you*8 }

this is me
{end}

Magic Box

take it
this is yours
given back
heres my heart
(BREAK!)
me down to tears
tear it
leave it there
dont bother
(BREAK!)
me down to tears
i want to cry
freaking out
deeper into the wound
(BREAK!)

{chorus}
swords dipped in poison
dying from those words
bleeding from your actions
making me cry*2
leave me here----
(BREAK!)

this magic box
tends to leave holes
ragged and jagged
scared now, bleeding hard
im on my knees
(BREAK!)
raw and cut
you have led me to be
broken down to die
left to rot
(BREAK!)
left here.
broken down.
rotting inside.
LEAVING FOREVER MORE----
(BREAK!)

Chrous*2

this magical box has broke
and burned
this magical box is lost
and deserted
LEAVING FOREVER MORE----
(BREAK!)

Chorus*6

Justification

its not you---
it is me----
what can i do----
just make me bleed
TAKE THIS JUSTIFICATION FROM ME-----
just make me bleed
PUSH ME DOWN----

Chorus{start}
this is me-----
im not the same----
changed for. ever-----
this. is. my time----

my reason to fight.
my life not to give.
anger swelling----
dont touch me.
{end}

wait is not me---
its fucking you----
FUCKING KICKED DOWN.
my justification is clear
i wont guide you anymore----

[small interlude]

im gonna smear your name
make you feel my pain
and make you deserve the shame
make you cry
make you wanna die
DONT forget me now
IM STILL HERE-----

chorus*3

[yelling]
scar you now
cut you now
kill myself now
AHHH-----

chorus*3

I Will Walk On

cut my legs out
draw my blood
you can only break my face
but never my spirit
what you try can never work
dont bother
AHHHHHHH------
i will never fall
for this is my time to rise
i will never die
only at death
close to you
AHHHHHH-----

hear me now i have meaning
i have faith
contested, beat and won
i am pain
shuve it under
dont look back
(repeat)

take it all
ive taken my life back
beat it
cant take me down
no i wont stop
AHHHHHH-----
i want to make you hurt
i want to live with strength
dont make me stop
only keep coming to fight
AHHHHHHH------

Chorus

i will bust out
i will strive
i will not stop
YOU CANT TAKE ME
DOWN-----
never stopping
never breathing only to live for pain
on my own i cant stop
ON MY OWN I CANT FALL
DOWN------

Chorus

i will only fall to myself
never to anyone else
dont try to pick me up
only to drop me again
I WILL WALK ON-----

chorus*4

Give

I build up as you build down
staring up i see your eyes burning of passion
degradate my soul
tattered my desiers are spun by you
blunt your sword of words tears my flesh
my blook falls to the floor-----

(chorus)
as im staring up at my heavens
youre lookin' down beggin
beggin' for
for forgiveness--
forgiveness-----(repeat that twice)
this night is the longest i've ever---
seen----

nothing floats as i seem to drown
red is filling my lungs
revel some more, now my eyes fill
water clenses the soul
cry out for death---

Chorus

my hand is numb so is my arm
they can hold me back
tell myself dont scream
scars cover the whole
only to add pressure to this life

Chorus

sinch it up, end the problems
dangling free in the air
no restraints of breathing
im flaoting with all my might
I'm--- Free---

Chorus

but now im still here
god save you now
my pain you brought
has only left me as a scar
society will never let me back in
just ask for forgiveness and i will
give----

Chorus

give me something to grasp onto
give me some strenght
just give---

Fucking Die

my fate sealed in tight
air rushing quickly
im loosing sight
fuck me so hard im out of mind
damn girl you left me here to die

(chorus)
OH----, im leaving to night
forever,
not knowing my end
to be lived
this night will be the last that youve known me

i start to think about all the shit
and i start to go crazy
fucking crazy
quick and painfull,
leave me here to rot
with my own flesh dying

(chorus)

damn im bleeding inside
beat me and won
leave me to fly
away with all the pain
my heart is dying
youre always lying
dont touch me anymore
i wont wake up forever

(chorus*2)

{interlude with words}
fucking leave me here to die, fucking leave me for that OTHER GUY------

(chorus*4)
[chours with 2 people singing it]

Fligh

From the first time we stood
at the end of the lot
we made our way into the blue
i've felt a deeper densation
to tell a lie would be my damnation
and as we look at the sky
people yell and ask us why

we stand on these dreams
with our broken wings
we fly---
we defy the ground to see
wehre our possiblities lie
so take my hand
lets go away
meet at this bright new land
lets run away

look into the past and push on forward
never stopping to die
this thing can never die
its never touched the ground
paced beyond our limits
never stop to let me down

and we stand on these dreams
with our broken wings
we fly---
we defy the ground to see
wehre our possiblities lie
so take my hand
lets go away
meet at this bright new land
lets run away

[interlude thingy]

come with me, but dont follow me
a place were one can only belong
we didnt fore see it so long
and as you lie, i still feel

we stand on these dreams
with our broken wings
we fly---
we defy the ground to see
wehre our possiblities lie
so take my hand
lets go away
meet at this bright new land
lets run away

and we stand on these dreams
with our broken wings
we fly---
we defy the ground to see
wehre our possiblities lie
so take my hand
lets go away
meet at this bright new land
lets run away (repeat 3 times)

Ever Closer

im only waiting,
come, i need to rest,
let me, if you have to YELL AT MY FACE,
dont leave me in the dark,
just open the door and let the light seep---in----

i open the same door,
darkenss seeps on to the floor,
mold on the corners of my eyes
from keeping them shut all my life,
the pain is only too great to look into,
YOU TAKE IT AWAY------

my pain killer, my only
my life support, my help
i open to you, open to me,
dont let me waste away!
(repeat)

dont let my heart beat another moment
without you
or its all the same black world
grab my heart and pull the strings
pull them tighter to you
turn on the light---- to my heart on-----

just dont wrap the strings of life around my neck
life can kill those of the inosent
inocent bring life to those of death
mercilessness can only bring salvation to those doomed
beating can only bring truth,
my truth is i need to wake up!

my world spins, faint signs of life
breath into my lips
bring them up from the dead, cold
lifelessness of my life
take, take ahold spin my world some more
(repeat)

falling.
faling ever closer to my end
falling ever farther from the way
lead me through this path

oh----, just let me fly with my pain
take me with you
take my wings and heal my soul
let me fly with you

Chorus 1
oh it bleeds deep the love
oh the love
Chorus 2
oh it bleeds deep
deep into my wound-------

{quietly}
falling, falling ever closer, oh just let me be with you

Darkness, My Cold Friend

feel me trip,
i hope you would understand
all that plagues me
in the dark i cry
so no one will ask me why

but you
my darkness sweep swiftly
accross the floor to catch me
my pain
you bring form to my broken heart

CHORUS:
when you tak my hand
point my finger and draw in the sand
point to the stars and take me there
take me to the place we have never gone
after it all bring me back to life
NEVER STOP, NEVER LEAVE
i desire
only one last wish
to be here with you

take my heart and hold it there
mend it please
drift closer to me
hide and conceal me
in this state i die
only to suffer more

in the dark i have no face
no pain
my black shadow hold me now
share my pain
pull me back down with you
i am lost

CHORUS

when i feel my heart stop
beat me
bring the warmth to my body
beat me
for only you can replenish my life
beat me

here and now
delve dep into my soul
darkness my shadow
friend do not leave
hold me now
the air is cold i can breath

CHORUS*2

ruining myself,
i hold on to the past
forget not what ive done,
too great the deeds
i long for the feel i had
come to me

in my arms we can thrive
here we live
the world so cold
hard to breath
in my arms we can thrive
here we die

CHORUS*3

Give

I build up as you build down
staring up i see your eyes burning of passion
degradate my soul
tattered my desiers are spun by you
blunt your sword of words tears my flesh
my blook falls to the floor-----

(chorus)
as im staring up at my heavens
youre lookin' down beggin
beggin' for
for forgiveness--
forgiveness-----(repeat that twice)
this night is the longest i've ever---
seen----

nothing floats as i seem to drown
red is filling my lungs
revel some more, now my eyes fill
water clenses the soul
cry out for death---

Chorus

my hand is numb so is my arm
they can hold me back
tell myself dont scream
scars cover the whole
only to add pressure to this life

Chorus

sinch it up, end the problems
dangling free in the air
no restraints of breathing
im flaoting with all my might
I'm--- Free---

Chorus

but now im still here
god save you now
my pain you brought
has only left me as a scar
society will never let me back in
just ask for forgiveness and i will
give----

Chorus

give me something to grasp onto
give me some strenght
just give---